Confusion

Oh no   what's this?

a dilemma and I'm caught in the middle

Oh no   what's more?

a desirable future awaiting but I'm forbidden

what's this distress 

this mess

this strangeness

I need to make up this mind 

to confess

-

I will tell you two intertwining secrets then

a settled woman is not a settled woman

a stable mind is not a stable mind

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do not believe me when

when I say I am solid or I am set

when I say I am getting along well

I cannot even dwell 

  

what's this distress

this mess

this strangeness

what happened to my mind

once full of cleverness

now obsessed