Thursday, 20 January 2022

into the abyss

 like an abyss

you delve into him and keep falling deeper 

there is only falling and falling 

 nowhere to reach

 

as firm as the mountains; 

as torturous as an echo chamber

his taste in fashion as mysterious as the afterlife, 

his taste in fragrance is pleasant, his music is heavenly, 

his voice          angelic

his words are cherries falling off of a cherry tree to which one might starve to death until one is able to pick une cerise 

branches full to the brim of cherries good luck experiencing the joy of the fruit

I am stepping into the byss.


I cannot promise you reader that this boy is a friend

He is more my world than my own. 

a warm blanket to me than my own blanket.


Comes the part where you enter his mind

it is like entering bliss.

a library equipped with all the materials about mathematics and metaphysics

summer and winter, 

war and peace, 

love and poetry. 

He is poetry                If it were not for him how could poetry exist.  

If it were not for him, bliss can not, shall not, will not exist


picture a world where you are starving to death 

 plenty of fruitful delights right at the center of thy palms

picture yourself unable to reach for any 

as you will risk falling with no return

do you scout the paradox? 

paradox must be synonymous to abyss

After all, this boy embodies both. 

Sunday, 16 January 2022

dissection of our souls

 I am starving and I want to feel my cheek rubbing against yours

the only cheek I want to feel against my cheek is yours

I am starving and around me things are drying

flourish me and show me you are trying


If I were to open my heart there will be a forest lying

dead leaves against the ground     mortifying 

flowers blooming and youth crying 

hungry and dying 


If I were to open your heart what there is lying...

we'll find a way that isn't terrifying 

let me into the bliss of your soul

if only you could let me in